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[17 Nov 2005|10:43pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | incubus ] state road trip tomorrow ♥ to fix you

[13 Nov 2005|09:53pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | coldplay ] district cheer champs 2004 district cheer champs 2005 B A C K TO B A C K regional cheer champs 2004 regional cheer champs 2005 states 2004....third place states 2005 ...? SATURDAY! BE THERE TO SUPPORT US! =) VCU==> Sigel Center in Richmond I'll know more later on.. so just im me. to fix you

[23 Oct 2005|01:36pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | incubus ] District Cheer Champs 2005 BACK TO BACK = D WE DID IT GIRLS... AGAIN Thanks to everyone who came out and supportd us! We love you! * Be there for REGIONALS! November 12th,2005 <3 to fix you

[22 Oct 2005|10:38am] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | coldplay ] Current Current Mood: stressed out, under pressure Current clothes: dave matthews shirt, grey sweatpants Current smell: cinnamon rolls Current thing I ought to be doing: getting ready for competition Current windows open: this one, AIM, and my favorite song. Current desktop picture: one of me and my best friends Current favorite band/artist: coldplay Current book: nothing Current cd in stereo: coldplay Current crush: no one right now. Current favorite celeb: Orlando Bloom Current hate: school, being stressed out Do I Smoke?: nope Do drugs?: nope Have sex?: nope Have a dream that keeps coming back?: yes Remember your first love?: yes Still love him/her?: no Read the newspaper?: somewhat Believe in miracles?: yes Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes Consider yourself tolerant of others?: most of the time Consider love a mistake?: no, but sometimes you do things that make it a mistake Like the taste of alcohol?: depends on which type haha Have a favorite candy?: skittles. Believe in astrology?: yeah Believe in magic?: no Believe in God?: YES Have any pets: 2 cats, and a bird Go to or plan to go to college: tes, George Mason Have any piercings?: yes, 3 in each ear and cartlidge, and belly button Have any tattoos?: not yet. Hate yourself: no i hate things that i do Have an obsession?: yes Have a secret crush?: i dont know if you would call it secret Do they know yet?: probably Have a best friend?: yeah,definitly.i wouldnt be who i am without them Care about looks?: yea but im getting better at it. Love life First crush: AJ, he was in my 5th grade class First real kiss: Ricky Single or attached?: single Ever been in love?: yes Do you believe in love at first sight?: depends Do you believe in "the one?": yeah. Juicy stuff Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?:hahaha Have you ever been intoxicated?: yes Favorite place to be kissed?: lips Shy to make the first move?: no Word association Rubber: bands Greed: money Wet: rain Peanut: butter Hay: hay? Cold: winter Steamy: shower Fast: pitch Freaky: friday APPEARANCE: Hair: blonde Eyes: blue, bright blue Height: 5'8 ish LAST THING YOU: Bought: gum Ate: cinnamon rolls Drank: crystal lite Read: mirandas livejournal Watched on tv: next EITHER / OR: club or houseparty: depends beer or cider: cider drinks or shots: shots cats or dogs: cats single or taken: taken pen or pencil: pen gloves or mittens: mittens food or candy: candy cassette or cd: CD coke or pepsi: crystal lite this or that: that WHO DO YOU WANT TO: kill: no one look like: no one besides myself be like: no one besides myself avoid: someone LAST PERSON YOU talked to: amanda and chelsea hugged: my mom instant messaged: meredyth kissed: :-* WHERE DO YOU eat: plaza azteca wish you were: not here HAVE YOU EVER... Dated one of your best friends?: yes Loved somebody so much it makes you cry?: yes Drank alcohol?: yes Done drugs?: nope Broken the law?: yes Broken a bone?: yes Played Truth Or Dare?: yes Kissed someone you didnt know? yes Been in a fight?: sorta. Come close to dying?: haha kinda. WHAT IS: The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: probably b*witched Your bedroom like?: white walls, and pink comfortor and striped sheets. Your favorite thing for breakfast?: cinnamon rolls Your favorite restaurant?: plaza azteca RANDOM QUESTIONS What's on your bedside table?: remote, cell fone, alarm clock What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: the notebook What is your biggest fear?: being alone What feature are you most insecure about?: my body lol If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: my legs Do you have too many love interests?: no Crushes?: to many of them? no Do you know anyone famous?: yes. Do you know how to play poker? yes, im good at it too What do you carry with you at all times?: my cell phone, and gum What do you miss most about being little? being able to live freely and not care about anything Are you happy with your given name?: yes How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?: not enough, its where i get my music. What color is your bedroom?: white. What was the last song you were listening to?: fix you, coldplay Do you talk a lot?: yes, im a girl Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: yes i definitly believe in myself Do you think you're cute?: on some days haha j/k Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?: no Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: yes Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends? friends BASICS name: rachel nicknames: rach, or thumbs sex: female birthday: june 29 age: 16 star sign: cancer place of birth: norfolk, va nationality: american current residence: chesapeake, va hair color: blonde eye color: blue height: 5'8 writing hand: right BODY iLLS + SKiLLS do you bite your nails: no can you roll your tongue: no can you blow smoke rings: no can you blow spit bubbles: no, its really pathetic. can you cross your eyes: yea can you flip your eyelids out: yea tattoos and where: nope piercings and where: my bellybutton and ears do you make your bed daily: not lately CLOTHES what goes on first bra or underwear: uhh underwear. which shoe goes on first: left. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone: yes haha how much money is usually in your wallet: um none, just the credit card and some loose change what jewelry do you wear 24/7: my belly button ring unless i have to take it out for cheering whats sexiest on a guy: good cologne would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great?: late and look great FOOD do you twirl your spagetti: yes how many cereals are in your cabinet: i dont know, i think like 5. what utensils do you use eating pizza: fork, everyone jokes me lol do you cook: yes GROOMiNG how often do you brush your teeth: probably 2-3 times a day how often do you shower/bath: atleast 2 times a day how long do these showers last: 10-20 minutes hair drying method: shower at night, blow dry it, straighten it in the morning do you paint your nails: no, toenails MANNERS do you swear: well sometimes but i try not to do you spit in public: no do you pee in the shower: no IN + AROUND the cd player: coldplay person you talk most on the phone with: patrick what color is your bedroom: white you use an alarm clock: yea i have to you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex: skinny dipping? no. pool hopping? yes. or sunbathed in the nude: yes haha whats your sleeping position: on my right side what kind of bed do you like: comfortable. one that i just sink into after a long tiring day and fall right alseep. in hot weather do you use a blanket: yes, i have to be cold at night do you snore: no do you sleepwalk: not that i know of do you talk in your sleep: when im drunk lol do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no how about the light on: no do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on: TV, definitly. WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU were kissed or kissed someone: been awhile. watched bambi: years and years ago talked on the phone: today read a book: like a few days ago, for english. punched someone: hmm i think it was tiffany haha, yesterday MUSiC is music important to you: yes, without music i dont know what i would do do you sing: yeah what instruments do you play: flute :-x what do you think of Eminem: i dont like his music in your opinion, what band is the best of all time: COLDPLAY DO YOU LIKE pop music: yea rock music: yeah punk music: yeah rap music: some hip-Hop/RB: some country: some jazz: no classical:no. * alright im done :) * to fix you

[22 Oct 2005|01:33am] [ mood | cheerful ] District Cheer Comp. 2005 10/22 7pm. Oscar Smith High. BE THERE to fix you

[02 Oct 2005|11:22am] [ mood | touched ] [ music | coldplay ] this week couldn't have been any better, and thursday night was the most amazing night. got home from practice, got ready and dillon picked me up, then me, neal,dillon and anna went to wendys and then went to the concert, i dont remmeber all of the details but i just know that i had the best time.they played every song that i wanted them too, and it was the best concert that i've every been to, plus i got to touch chris martin's leg ♥ hahaha.not to mention we had amazing seats. got home around 12 or something like that and passed out. coldplay was nothing short of amazing,it was the best night of my life. ♥i got my license on friday, im all excited about that, had to cheer at the game but then had a sleepover at the saia's house. went dress shopping all day yesterday with amanda and chelsea and then we went to plaza azteca for dinner. then went back over their house for the night and we had some fun ;) haha. woke up this morning at 10 and came home, and im going to look at dresses again today and i need to start tanning for ringdance. to fix you

[25 Sep 2005|11:24am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | coldplay ] This weekened has flown by, but it was really fun overall. On Friday night, we had our first home varsity game, and even though it was hot and gross, we won--- I think it was like 62-6? Something like that. Then Brittany and I went to spend the night over the Saia's house.When we got there we just ate pizza and talked until 1:30 or so. Woke up around 1015, and I love being able to sleep in now on Saturdays instead of waking up at the crack of dawn to go to work. But I came home and worked on my wood sign a little bit, then Patrick called and said that he was heading down to the beach for the day, and he picked me up. We went to his grandpa's house, which is right on the beach, with some of his friends, and we just hung out for awhile. I came home around 7 and talked on the phone for about an hour or so with Dillon, he makes me laugh, alot haha. I was going to hang out with people but then I threw my cell phone at my mom again, so i got that taken away for the night which left me to just work on my homecoming sign. Today, I have cheering practice at 4 until like 5:30 or something. I need to go dress shopping really really soon. I was planning to go to New York, and still am but I'm just not sure what weekend I'll be able to do that. Anyways... I get my license this Friday and I am so so excited =). And, also COLDPLAY is this Thursday and I can't wait for that. It's hopefully going to be a good week. to fix you

[14 Sep 2005|08:32pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | 311 ] i havent been on here to update because ive really been going through alot lately and this is the last thing i've had time for. so i got my surgery on my mouth last tueday, found out not only is the bone of the tooth broken, but my jaw is as well. its a fracture that runs up beside my nose and up to my left eye. it hurts and it sucks. i'll be out of cheering for 6-8 months but hopefully after i get a second opinion i'll hear a sooner recovery time.meanwhile, i still cheer at games, nothing realy changed except i can't jump/stunt/tumble... :-/, but i do get my stitches out hopefully next week. school isnt so bad, i missed the first almost 3 days so i had to catch up with all my work. but spanish is alright and band/history sucks beyond belief and english is okay, but algebra 2 is terrible too. im just glad that i have at least a few people in all of my classes so it makes up for the teachers. last weekened on sunday i went to the beach with patrick and his friends jason and casey. and we all went to the beach and just hung out all day, which was alot of fun. and most likely this weekened we are hanging out again =) hopefully school will get cancelled tomorrow since we are having a "HUGE" hurricane hit us, haha but then if thats cancelled ill be happy considering ill get to sleep in for once. and i am going to the coldplay concert, afterall, and i am beyond happy so thats in 2 weeks =D plus i get my liscence in 15 days <33 1 will try to fix you

[31 Aug 2005|09:34pm] [ mood | grateful ] [ music | coldplay ] so yesterday i went to the root canal specialist, and i find out i have to get surgery. and the only day that they can do it happens to be the first day of school, which is great. they have to go into my gums and repair the bone beacuse when i got hit, it broke the bone? im so confused and sick of it that i just want it to be over with so my mouth is back to normal. today we had practice from 8-10 and it wasnt as bad as we all thought it was going to be which was good. but it was hard enough to make me exhausted for the rest of the day so when i got home i ate lunch then i went to sleep until 530 ish. yeah im lazy and i dont really have a life.but anyways tomorrow competition team is announced and im looking foward to it this year more than anything else. and the rest of the week is going to be really busy and is going to go by fast unfortunately.. soar bbq is tomorrow night, and then on friday there's the faculty breakfast and then saturday i have my last day of work up at tequila, then sundays the rock n roll marathon and that night i have the american idol concert that im going to then we have to go back out to va beach and camp out with varsity.♥ which should be plenty of fun =). i need to start looking for my ringdnace dress even though its in december, but once cheering begins to really get started i wont have time for anything at all excpet that and school. so i think my mom is going to take me up to new york for a weekend to look around and if i dont find anything there i might get one custom made because i dont want anyone having anything remotely close to mine. theres still more to look foward to even when school starts, i get my liscence in exactly 30 days and hopefully ill be going to the coldplay concert the 29th. but thats all for now. once school gets started i wont have time for this since i really need to focus this year, but anyways ill update later. and also please pray for the people down in new orleans, you all know whats going on and its rediculos down there, people are basically dying because they ar trapped in their own houses. 2 will try to fix you

[26 Aug 2005|12:47am] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | 3 doors down ] wow. so its been basically forever since i updated this. i made cheering, we went to camp at the university of virginia, for the uca camp. we had alot of good times.. lol except for the fact that we were outside in 100 degree weather all day long. but we had the rec clinic with the little girls last week which was suprisingly alot of fun. then on friday we took all of the jv out to lunch and bowling. that night me raven pj joe jimmy and othere people hung out over joes house and pj ran over a cat. haha and after all of that i went home. i worked on saturday and then again on sunday. then had cheering all week and hung out with raven pj and joe most of the time. then today we had the new teacher breakfast at the school and we had to dress up like surfers and serve everyone.we had practice until 11 then me and brittany got pedicures and i came home and slept because i was up so late last night. tonight i went over to chelseas house and me and her mom and kory talked for about 2 hours about everything and it was fun. then my mom came and picked me up. i got home and my fone ended up dying on me. which is great, and i need a new fone really bad. but i got my schedule so let me know if you have any classes first semester 1.spanish 3- priest 2.symphonic band/honors us histtory-perry & enloe [ changing ] 3.honors english-stuart 4.algebra 2-baker second semester 1.chemistry-blackwell 2.symphonic band/honors us histtory-perry & enloe [ changing ] 3.spanish 4-caruth 4.algebra 2-lee 1 will try to fix you

[06 Aug 2005|08:31pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | incubus ] well i got to the bottom of everything that was happened and well, i lost my best friend. its probably one of the hardest things ive had to go through, knowing that i wont have them to talk to anymore. i feel like im alone because i dont know what to do, but im finding out that there are so many people lately that ive been able to talk to about anything and that have always been there for me i just havent taken the time to talk to them..slowly im trying to get past this.yesterday i had practice for tryouts then me chelsea and amanda went to the beach and hung out last night.im panicking about tryouts.im really stressed out and im trying so hard to be nice to people because right now i dont seem to have any patience lol. but only two more days. we had practice this morning and the saias came and practiced with us.then around 1030 whitney came to watch our routines ♥ .i went to work then out to dinner with my parents, then shopping with my mom. on a bad note.. mrs. moyler passed away this afternoon around 1pm. she left behind her husband, her 4 year old daughter brianna, and her newborn lauren. she had stage four cancer and it basically spread throughout her entire body. she was a cheerleading coach at hickory middle school, and a 6th grade english teacher. please keep her family in your prayers. ♥ 4 will try to fix you

[02 Aug 2005|07:15pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | coldplay ] this past week has been basically hell. im basically torn apart right now. i feel like im loosing my best friend because of something that happened, and its beyond the worst feeling in the world. im not asking for sympathy. its just i need somewhere to say all of this. and i got hurt on thursday night cheering, and ended up having to get another root canals. cheering tryouts are in less than a week and im in so much pain right now.and i have to go back before 30 days to get it filled in. sometimes i feel like i physically and emotionally can't take it anymore, and i just get to a point where i just break down. i can't stand not being able to cheer, and i can't stand not being able to talk to my friends the way i used to, and i can't stand being under all of this pressure right now but its something that i have to deal with. i dont have a choice at this point but to try to sort things out and get to the bottom of everything. 4 will try to fix you

[28 Jul 2005|02:39am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | dredg ] well on monday we had practice for tryouts in the morning, then came home and layed around and did my summer reading then went over to the saia's house to spend the night. we watched the new laguna beach and its gonna be a really good season. we tried to get tickets to the kelly clarkson concert which was tuesday but we saw that we could only get the worst seats imaginable lol so we said no to that. tuesday i had a orthodontist appointment then i went to cheering.afterwards we all went to ruby tuesdays afterwards which i did not need haha since you are supposed to be getting "in-shape" for cheering not out of shape haha. but when we were there, i was getting a salad at the salad bar and when i was going back to sit down me and this waiter guy ran into each other and i ended up basically pouring the whole thing all over his nice white shirt. haha i felt bad but it was funny because we complained about him being rude about it and he had to appologize. we left and then i went home and got ready for tumbling and after tumbling i came home and did nothing basically. today i got up and we had practice at 830 and we worked until about 1130 or so on the routine.then me brittany and brittany went to the beach. in the 1000 degrees weather. but it was okay we managed. we got tired of the beach so we went to dairy queen then we went to brittanys aunts pool to swim around for awhile then i came home got a shower and went out to eat with brittany holloman and katie ramos at fazolli's. we were finishing up eating when we noticed it was really getting to be a bad storm so we got up and left.came home and talked to my mom a little while.the rest of my night was absolutly terrible. one of the worst nights i think ive ever had in a long time but im not talking about it. talked online with some people then went to be around 3 am. yeah pathetic after waching the notebook. but all i can say is this year is going to be a definite change from last year. </3 to fix you

[24 Jul 2005|11:40pm] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | creed ] i've been thinking alot lately about many things. ive come to realize that so many things happen throughout high school, yeah it's just high school. the drama will never end, no matter how much you try to stay out of it, you end up deeper in it then where you started. the situation seems so important to us at the moment that it's all that we care about. we care too much about what people think about the way we look, they way we act, who we are friends with, who we date, and what we do. and it's not just hickory, it's every school. maybe some more than others, but thats a different story. we can't always change how people think about us but other people's opinions shouldn't really matter. i've always been one of the people who does think about what others think about me, and i've really tried to change but i seem to follow back into that same path. once we get out of high school, we're not going to look back and remember what everyone says or thinks about us. so we shouldn't get so caught up in the moment and let the little things affect the way we think about someone for the rest of our lives. there are a select few of my friends that i could actually see myself being friends with after high school. i wish i could say that about everyone i know but thats just not how it is.people change and turn their back on you and make new best friends and it hurts to know that someone that you used to be so close with is now so distant.its especially hard for me to see some of my best friends becoming just friends because they get so wrapped up in their boyfriends/girlfriends and it really hurts.but when school is over,people move, and go to different colleges and some of the people that we consider our best friends, will never end up talking to us again, and its sad that it has to go that way but thats how life is. this summer has been the best summer by far. i've become friends with so many different people that i never knew and people that i havent taken time to get to know, and i regret not doing it sooner. i've realized that school this year will be different for me. im going to try to be a different person but in a good way. im going to try to give people more of an oppertunity to get to know me then just shutting them out and just being someone that i associate with in school, and i need to try to get to know people better before i judge them and say anything about them. but anyways i hope this summer will contintue to be a great one. this was kind of a pointless entry but it was some things that i needed to say. comments are appreciated. ♥ 4 will try to fix you

[19 Jul 2005|04:21pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | rascal flatts ] a lot has happened lately. the cruise was beyond amazing and i wish i was still there. ive been busy with cheering and hangin out with my friends but here are some of the pictures that ive taken. for all of them go here ( SUMMER '05 ) 2 will try to fix you

[03 Jul 2005|06:19am] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | coldplay ] Bahamas! to fix you

[01 Jul 2005|11:18pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | carrie underwood ] well i woke up on my birthday and it turned out that it was pouring. so that meant no busch gardens.for about half of the morning i was screaming at my parents because they were being rediculous but instead i ended up going out to olive garden with everyone and it was fun. i got a bunch of cute things that i cant wait to wear haha. and miranda said that shes not done with the other half of my present but she cant tell me what it is yet.but afterwards my mom decided to take me to a movie and then shopping and out to dinner. it was fun and i actually didn't fight with her the whole time ... then later that night to make a long story short i stayed at the saia's house.then the next day we just layed around and watched movies and ended up ordering subs from mr.jims and when the guy came he didnt even give us the change back when he owed us over $8.00.then i came home and got ready and i went to look for another job possibly. i got an application for 17th street but im not sure what im gonna do yet. then we went to moe's for dinner and i saw emily and meghan up there and i made plans with them. later on emily came over and we chilled for awhile then we went over to emilys house and spent the night there with jaci emily meghan and me. went to bed around 3 then had to get up at 10 to get ready for the beach. amanda and katie picked me and emily up at 11 then we were at the beach until 5 or so. and i got extremely burnt. but i know all of that will turn into a tan haha. then came home and packed for the cruise and went to target and spent about an hour in there getting more stuff for the cruise. and my parents said that i couldnt do anything tonight because i have been busy the whole week and there was no other time that i would be able to pack or anything since i have to work tomorrow then i get my pedicure afterwards... and on another note. im pretty proud of myself. im almost done packing as of right now and i packed 40 shirts, 2 pairs of jeans, 2 pairs of shorts and 2 pairs of capris, 11 bathing suits, and over 20 pairs of shoes. and all of that fit into 2 huge suitcases. :)only one more day now until i leave and i can't wait. its going to be the highlight of my summer :) 4 will try to fix you

[01 Jul 2005|11:14pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | DHT ] ( i can't wait for this...<3 ) 2 will try to fix you

[29 Jun 2005|12:31am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | coldplay ] today is my 16th birthday ♥ 15 will try to fix you

[25 Jun 2005|10:42pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | coldplay ] ( pictures ) 2 will try to fix you

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